mistakes, stupid things that can ruin everything, one single moment of insanity, one, two or maybe to many beers. no lucidity ahead... only foolishness. no thoughts. and now misery, guilt, and most of all the sorrow... it's so easy... to hurt, to broke, to change. everything seems useless unless... all hopes are there, future and certainty.
once again why? no guess only judgement. deserve! that's the word! that's the punishment...
tomorrow, no changes...
