just

mistakes, stupid things that can ruin everything, one single moment of insanity, one, two or maybe to many beers. no lucidity ahead... only foolishness. no thoughts. and now misery, guilt, and most of all the sorrow... it's so easy... to hurt, to broke, to change. everything seems useless unless... all hopes are there, future and certainty.
once again why? no guess only judgement. deserve! that's the word! that's the punishment...
tomorrow, no changes...

1st year

one year of hopes, of dreams, of reality. one year of a blog i didn't got the chance to fill with everything that i have wished to...
one year of orgasmic happiness, of golden moments, of valuable friendships...
the last year of what remains my childhood- now all is a MUST. being mature and stuff is one of the things i must get used to.
i won't say a stupid happy birthday- instead i will congratulate me for the idea i've got one year ago...

nu am mai scris de ceva vreme (ce inceput stupid) dar practic nu am avut cum. vacanta m-a prins pe drumuri si cu multa treaba, ceea ce recunosc-fac de bunavoie si nesilita (total) de nimeni.
dar abia astept sa inceapa adevarata vacanta, acea perioada binevenita de relaxare in care sa pot citii cat vreau, in timp ce beau redd's, cu playlistul selectat cu multa grija la un volum decent astfel incat sa-mi pot auzi gandurile si multa liniste...
nu e de mirare ca ma gandesc la moduri serioase de a scoate din piatra bani ptr ca momentan nu ar strica some extra deoarece doresc sa-mi satisfac toate capriciile during what should be THE summer!

On Holiday

It just feels right! Every time, every second of it... i feel like I'm not suppose to answer to anybody. The school is almost finished and God! I just can't wait for summer. For the last real summer of my life. It makes me suddenly, feel old and mature (whatever that is). I simply want an unforgettable holiday, 3 months of adrenaline, of being blue, of independence, of life.
I'm starting to think of this summer's "resolutions" list. Of course He will be on top of it. Because I can and I want!
Think about all the naughty stuff I could do in three months... hmm delicious :-$

behind the gossip

xoxo

At least:x

my favorite moment since their first kiss...Just perfect!





xoxo

Invitatie la vals

" Iubirea e nesatioasa , de un egoism salbatic , vrea sa-i sacrifici tot fara sa-i ceri nimic in shimb multumindu-te doar cu ceea ce-ti ofera . Eu am vrut totul de la tine pentru ca-ti dadusem totul si oricum ceva mai bun decat mine nu puteam eu sa-ti dau . De aici a pornit greseala , de la acest schimb in aparenta just . Dar ce experienta aveam eu , de unde sa stiu eu ca iubirea dintre doua fiinte nu e niciodata egala , ca balanta atarna cand intr-o parte cand intr-alta dupa variabile de care foarte greu ne dam seama . In cazul nostru balanta atarna in favoara ta . Lanturile cu care ma incatusai erau mult mai puternice decat ale mele . "
Invitatie la vals